Hello Familia!

Welcome to the Story of my Coming Home Journey

My name is Susie Genera,

Buddhist High Priestess

Medicine Woman

I often say I’ve been on a lifelong quest to “find God”—though as the years unfolded, I realized what I was truly searching for was myself.

I grew up going to church, very devoted and faithful to the teachings. After my divorce, I left the church and felt hungry to learn without the chains of dogma. I studied all the things: tarot, energy healing, intuition tools, the law of attraction—plus countless weekend seminars and retreats. About five years into that journey, I met what I can only describe as a soul-contract-level teacher, and I became a disciple in a modern-day Vajrayana Buddhist tradition.

That path taught me the power of dedicated practice, personal responsibility in all areas of life, and esoteric rituals that profoundly shaped how I see the world. It also brought me into inner terrain I wasn’t ready to face. Still, I kept pushing—until my world collapsed. Relationships, finances, my healing practice… everything fell apart.

My mind couldn’t handle what I was facing. I couldn’t keep the faith in the practices, and I broke mentally and emotionally. I entered a long season of bitterness and resentment.

To survive, I did the only thing that made sense at the time: I left town—and with that, my spiritual community.

My Allies On This Journey

I am an Ordained Buddhist Acharya trained in Esoteric Vajrayana Buddhism

I trained as an Instructor of Doctor Romero’s Inner Child Work Symposium based in the US and Mexico

I work with medicines of the earth to support a holistic wellbeing with essential oils, cacao and mushrooms

I follow the traditions and practices from the earth based on the Mexica Red Path

When the Tools Stop Working

I had been a deeply dedicated practitioner, but when doubt started creeping in, I realized I had nothing solid to lean on. Meditation began to feel like eating bland food—yet I kept practicing, even if only at a moderate level. Eventually, life started falling into place again, and with it, I began to feel joy return.

Then life brought ancestral medicine to my door—literally. I entered the world of plant medicine.

What began as a beautiful awakening soon revealed power dynamics and spiritual bypassing I had encountered before—maybe not fully consciously, but this time it was layered with altered states and unspoken hierarchies.

I didn’t want to acknowledge the signs life was showing me. It took a Vision Quest ceremony to wake me up from my ego slumber and push me to see the truth of my situation. Through a force higher than myself, everything began lining up to bring me back to my hometown.

This time, there was no more running. It was time to face the pain within, and my deconstruction process finally began.

Over the past three years, I’ve lived through frightening moments of questioning—at times on the verge of annihilation—that led me to dismantle layers of conditioning I didn’t realize I still carried.

Grounded Guidance for Freedom Seekers

Cacao has become one of my greatest allies, helping me to clear my mind and heart in many profound ways.

Today, I live and work in El Paso, Texas, offering the kind of grounded, compassionate support I once needed myself.

I help people move through personal and spiritual deconstruction—especially those who feel caught between worlds: no longer aligned with religion or mainstream spirituality, but still longing for connection, meaning, and peaceful living.

Through monthly circles, workshops, and one-on-one integration sessions, I guide others through emotional clarity, shadow work, and the messy but beautiful process of reclaiming your life on your own terms.

I don’t offer dogma. I offer tools. I don’t promise answers. I promise presence. I know you are not broken—you are just like I have been, needing to remove layers of conditioning,and I believe your healing path gets to feel honest, even if it doesn’t always feel pretty.

If you’re in a space where old beliefs no longer fit, where the ground has fallen out beneath you—know this: that too is sacred, and you don’t have to walk it alone.

Thank you again for being here.

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My Vision and Mission

Sagrado Mitotili is a spiritual community dedicated to the sacred use of plant medicines for healing the mind, heart, and body, as well as fostering a deeper connection to the Cosmos and Mother Earth. We honor all sentient beings—men, women, children, elders, animals of the sea, sky, and land, as well as the rocks, minerals, and vegetation both on land and in water.

We believe in walking through life with love and reverence, in harmony with the Great Spirit—Creator and generator of all life. As divine expressions of this Life Force, we are called to embody the consciousness that sustains us. Every man and woman of sound mind has the capacity and right to express their truth freely, with the understanding that this freedom must be exercised responsibly and without harm to others or their own rights.

Our sacred ceremonies are led by Spiritual Master and Medicine Woman Susie Genera, who integrates the wisdom and rituals of her Buddhist tradition with the guidance received from the spirits of the plant medicines. While we honor rituals with reverence, we approach them as a framework for connection, not as rigid dogma. For example, practices may evolve to reflect the resources available today, maintaining their essence while embracing practicality.